Give It Your Best Shot

I am thinking that this kind of shit would no longer help me. This will just waste my time and efforts. I admit I am not good as they are. Famous and brilliant authors (bloggers as well) who are great in spelling, grammar and its usage, I almost give up on this. However, one thing keeps blocking my judgment, I can do what they can do I should always give my best shot.

I always find a hard time improving myself. I always stick to the state of mind mode that I may not cover up nor endure progress. That criticism will smash me into shame. Negatives always linger in my ears. And it feels sucks beneath my nerves. It really put me to grave but my soul keeps holding it.

As solutions, I eagerly start to read and read. Though that is not my passion but in order for me to improve then I give way. I read newspaper though it’s kinda boring. Read novels (not so thick), which strikes me to boredom. I also watch movies (English most of the time) that have sense, but depends to my interest. These simple things I do (not always) help me to my daydream, to be as BEST as I am.

Time comes that insecurities may discourage us. It will slowly exterminate our self-esteem. But we should not entertain it. I just think of it as a challenge. I know that I am not just the only person who wants to improve. Who is keen and trying to make things in order. Who is patiently waiting that one morning they would wake up face in the mirror and say ‘Wow? Things are looking up on me’.

I encountered many successful people who just started by dreaming (Joseph the dreamer). It may be your boss, the manager, the president in our state, the dean, famous authors, the rich businessperson, executives, and the leaders. However, they do not just lie down and dream what they want. They woke-up; they strive hard and make some effort to reach their dreams (the unreachable star). It always starts with an ACTION.

If you are not good in your preferred field then quitting is not the answer (It’s bullshi*) . If you quit, then you lose the game. You may have 3 strikes but it does not mean you are out. KEEP MOVING my friend. You have 24 hours in a day and 7 days in a week. With that, you have a lot of time to boost your talents and skills.  Practice it with sincerity and determination.  Try and try until you succeed (not to die but to LIVE). I know you can do it.

At this point of time, I am still in the state of learning. Learning and exploring my capability. I merely need time for me to develop it. We do not need to hasten it, coz if we do then maybe we could get on the wrong track. I do it step by step. I do it slowly, right decision-making and with vision. I maybe stumble in the road I take, I may be hit, smash, crash, or bleed-out but I got one shield  and that’s HIM who leads me everywhere I do.  I can be a superstar in the Hollywood or in the NBA, I JUST NEED TO GIVE MY BEST SHOT. So do you.